Hasn't be blogging for one months because my english as the days past by getting many more terrible because I were affected by much thing.

I were trying my best to learn my best in school but all the teacher in schools just teach me shit like the rubbish in rubbish truck.

Very bad,no?




Okay, I bet my sarcasm was evident enough for you to actually be able to notice it.

If you can't, dial 999 and say "Hi I'm going to rob a bank" when requested to identify yourself.

Trust me, something good will happen.





Going to be "alone" at home for 4 days and 3 nights.

Cool, or uncool?

It's 1am right now and I've barely been able sleep for more than 3 hours for the past 3 days.

What's happening to me?




School's going to end in 3 weeks' time, and we're going to dress up in our formal clothings next week.

Pretty much the same scenario as last semester.

Week 13, formal.

Memories.

Sigh.







"You gave me all but the reason why."

& I Wish I Could Find Happiness @
Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Punat Productions Presents...


The Anti Boredom Key

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Sunday, December 06, 2009

Today's communication presentation was the most terrible presentation i've ever made..

Clement wasn't here to guide us, so I had to guide the others...

And I'm an introvert, to begin with.

I should've known...

Zhaoing would have been better than staying...

Sigh...





Akkie, signing off.

& I Wish I Could Find Happiness @
Monday, November 23, 2009

I brought it upon myself.

& I have to suffer the consequences.

& I Wish I Could Find Happiness @
Monday, November 16, 2009

Notice that today's the 13th of November, and today's Friday.



Okay so, the marketing faci didn't turn up today.

& Sammy turned up instead of Freddy.

How convenient.



What is happening to the world?



&, Gabriel and Megala fought with each other verbally.

Things are getting more and more interesting.

Will keep on updating.

Okay, Friday the 13th, do your thing, keep the reoccurances coming.

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Friday, November 13, 2009

I can be very selfish.

I want, no, I NEED acknowledgement.

I want my friends to SHOW me that, I am THEIR friend.

That's why, it's hard for me to have close friends.

Because I do not treasure them.

But when they're gone, I'll desperately seek them.

Why?

Because I need attention.

So, what am I?

What is wrong with me?

Something like this already happened in Primary School, Secondary School & W16P.

It's W46F next.

History is just repeating itself, there's no surprise about it.

& Eventhough I have indirect control over it, I am not able to overcome my selfish and sensitive nature, because I do not have the courage to do so.

They call it Bipolar Disorder, Borderline Personality Disorder, and so on.

Go check them up on the internet if you like.

Why do I have, or claim to have, all these disorders?

Someone enlighten me, please, I beg of you.

Someone once told me that, a rich man, is a man who is content with his posessions.






Akkie, signing off.

& I Wish I Could Find Happiness @
Thursday, November 12, 2009

Okay, I received my bursary award thing.

And now, I have more money.

I feel good.

Woohoo.

Sogreat.

Oh btw, on the way back home from dinner, while I was onboard bus service 93, the bus braked abruptly at a traffic junction and a woman passenger died after she fell.

The end.

Okay no, that wasn't what happened.

The woman fell and cried, and she just laid there, resuing to budge.

Seriously, wtf?

I mean, if she had knocked her head on the metal pole or something else and she fainted, it's understandable.

But she just fell on her knees and after that, she proceeded to lie down on the bus floor.

Wasted almost half an hour of my time.

I'll call her " Pompan kecoh to the max siol "

Monotomy ftw.



Akkie, signing off.

& I Wish I Could Find Happiness @
Thursday, November 12, 2009

Life is a bitch.

Well, sometimes.

And i'm getting more distant from them.




Going to collect my bursary award later on, and the faci allowed me to leave early.

That's very kind of her.



Anyway, my friend made this equation earlier, and I find it very interesting.

"
Pleasure = Thinking about you.
Torture = Thinking about you too much.
"


It's interesting.








Akkie, signing off.

& I Wish I Could Find Happiness @
Thursday, November 12, 2009

I should restrain myself from going into an emotional breakdown, once again.

I was still am a fool.

I should not get too attached to anyone, yet.

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Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Fallacies, circular reasoning and dilemmas.

I think I'm going to learn more about it.

Very interesting.

Especially the "Catch - 22" .



There's a one-inch scar on my left arm.

It feels kinda unique to have one.

Maybe I should get more.









Anger gets the better of you, when all you want to do is solve matters,
Turns your mind and switches to overdrive,
You attack, defy your true feelings,
From lust, to anger, to defeat of whatever you have wished for.


So much hate, anger and lust,
Where is the trust?






Akkie, signing off.

& I Wish I Could Find Happiness @
Tuesday, November 10, 2009